♥ Drama Queen ♥

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

entry post number 160.

totally im bored.
im back in my iiu pj campus.
with no friends.
i m starving.
just doesnt console me either.

camwhorin isnt all tht bad~~

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

finally.take.momento gambar.

today was a fairytale

Time slows down whenever you're around
I can feel my heart
It's beating in my chest
Did you feel it?
I can't put this down

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

fim is a code i dont understand. like ungs

im not the onli dramatic one...

of course they do.
i love you all cenfos-ians.
thru the thick,thin,good,bad,wangi and busuk.

i wan fb!


its so sad...
in my mom's college...
they kinda blocked most of the social networking siteS!!!!


and an one time...
they even blocked blogspot!

thnk god they finally cleared tht out...


im missing fb.

although i just logged out on friday.
when i got chased out of the library

so to commemarate my kesayangan....

here's some random snapshots frm fb tht i tot was kinda coool...


my bestie...
miss world this year....

how random is it tht 2 people's status cud actly talk abt the same thing...
when they dono each other...

i mean.
cats je la tapi...



as i sit here. at 9am or so in my mom's college writing up this piece.it has been over 12 hours or so since ive left uia.


ok. tetibe,,i xde mood.


letme change the lagu in my fon.... 21guns is just sooooooooo not the right setting....


owhkayh! set... 2pm;s tired of waiting :) its the best... wel..more or less la... heheh...

so anyhu.
lets start where this end actually started.

AFTER MY 113o am exams of maths two...which i dont wat to discuss abt...as how i feel so disappointed with myself when my lecturer looked at me and smiled so warmly....and at hw bad the paper went for me~~~~ yday... in the halls of amf... my friends and i all camwhored with our lecturer..

after i jumped out of my chair seat no 261....

hehehe...like literally.i jumped. thnk god guys were kat belakang. hehehe...


my lecturer didnt camwhore...

she just took a picture with us...

me: madam, can we have a picture with you please?
brown monkey: eh, nak ambik gambar ke?
madam: aish...not with u la.

me: *rolls eyes*
to tht guys la evidently..
everyone: *gatheres ard*

me:eh, hus taking the gambar?

madam: ah, (points to the invigilators) come help us..

brown monkey: eh,eh...xpe...
mimi: *menyampah*

me: *hands my fon to brown monkey*
evryone: *givin their fons to the invigilators*
brown monkey: *points the fon to himself and planning to snap himself*
me: OI.....excuse me...tangkap gmbar kat cni la...nobody ones to take a photo of u...
brown monkey: *keeps quiet and halakan my fon towards us...*

mind u..i was kinda lik standing next to mdm...

and look at the awful picture he took of us!!!
bengang nyer!!!

buruk kan???
isy.... tht guy ah!!!

and there are several resons y we nicknamed him brown monkey. evidently, he wore brown la. and evidently bcos he acts lik a monkey of course. lolsz.



i noe,i noe. typically, as an uian...i shud normally start my entries with a salam.


is a series of my end term in cfs iiu pj.

its the end of the road.

and as not so poetically sedap finally goes.
it is.

like how school was.


kisah percintaan yang tak kesampaian

ola my readers~~~
my friends i mean...
as u might have read my previous blog,
i wrote abt my last friday in uia right...as a student la nyways...

wtv it is.
wat i really wanted to express last entry was tht....

suria afifah,
ada suatu hajat yang tidak kesampaian mcm la i dah matidi uia pj.


kisah percintaan yang tidak dapat di luahkan.
and since now i have graduated. i am so sad tht i cant reverse time and go back and admit it...
but actually....
im finally gona confess that...

padang depan ukc,
i love u.
i need u.
and i want to walk all over u.


i want to just sit on u and gaze at the bright blue sky.
and just lay there on my love.

im so sry i havent confessed it earlier...
but i fell in love with u tht night during rafest.

when i first stepped on u...

i cudnt hide it any longer...
day in n day out...
i used to walk all by u...


when m i
finally gona run across u!!!

oh,y didnt i?



i am definitely SLEEP deprived....
and i cant shut my bloody eyes when the laptop w a connection is in front of me


i have confessed...

my love.


ps-but its true....

Friday, February 19, 2010

those friday afternoons id miss

theres something abt today la.
even when i have math on monday morning...
and biology lab tomoro afternoon.
i just cant stop wanting to blog.

especially when i sit there on the benches of KC on friday afternoons while waiting for my mother.

i dont exctly love it la... i mean, in the scorching sun;s heat? i cud practically burn..
but hey, thts y theres sth called trees tht i sit under...which evidently shade me... i am a puteri lilin mind u.

ok, how ironic cud it be? a SURIA wchich literally means the SUN is actly scared of the sun??? ok.. nt scared...jz erm...allergic??? haha.....

but its tht firday afternoons la i get to c all this line up if guys,
of which i dont happen to like...but i happen to noe of...n my friends seem to scandal with...
and its so thrilling to sit there and suddenly c them walk back n forth to n from ukc... heheheh....

i mean, like today,
i saw tht cute invigilator guy!!!
the one tht got sesat into our computer exm room!!!


i tell u!evrytim i c him,
i jz feel lik screaming!!!

now now,
i wonder if he'd b invigilating us this coming 2 papers!
he's adorably cute...
ppl say he's waiting fr his spm results...
wtv it is...i noe onli 18 and above ppl can do this job...hehe....
but wat if he;s 18 u say? screw it. i was born in october... wats the big diffrence??? i hope he's born in january...the least february or march!

im crapping at the moment ..
as i wake up from my long 2 hr nap...

ok i gtg la...

gluckies everyone!!!

My last friday.

it is my last week in CFS iium pj as a student.
after all the 'weird' posters seen ard campus,
the adornment of dresscodes i never knew id adapt to, (but finally did, and alhamdulillah :) )
the hectic days,
the free-er days,
and most of all,
the even crazier nicknames i (n my crazy sidekicks) have ever given to people.
from monkeys to lizards wait, lizard was back in high school....oppsz,sorry, wrong place

and after having 3 handphones.(2 which actly had the ability to snap photos)
and 3 numbers,(onli one working currently, as one ive never EVER used, and the other nevr bothered to retrieve frm the communication company tht loved to give adds at approximately every instant and moment possible to annoy you to the utmost

through the numerous clicks of shutters by my beloved cybershot (may it rest in peace) and my current snapshot (may it live with peace) and all my friends' cameras...especially tyra's..heheh....which i always borrow...
onli a couple of photos were actually printed,
though many were picasa-ed and home-madely printed in my room.

so after my 4 long semesters and one short semester in this place ive come so used to,
and after snapping all those moments i did,
which was evidently ALOT more than a normal, and usual person wud ever

ive ONLY ended up with,
get this,
2000 pictures frm the years in CFS!



and not to mention, a couple handfuls in that 2000 was pictures of yours truly, by urs truly...u noe wat i mean!....



let me breathe.

i shall go snap a gazilion mre photos this saturday and monday!
is tht even possible?!?!a gazillion??? a million udah la...lolsz


or maybe not.

*scratch head*
but then right,
i think there are still more pictures la...
those i havent put in my lappie yet...

what m i waiting fr somemore?
go hunt!

got exam la tmr...

before i log off,
and actually read my biolab.

to yall hu have graduated finally.

insyaallah we will meet again.
hopefully not in kuantan

to those who have not met the end of the road with cfs,
continue with the spirit guys!

let us all sing the CFS anthem!


asma ul husna first la u guys!


salams ukhwah fillah frm,
ukhti suria afifah

PROOF!!!! 2000 JE!!!

Thursday, February 18, 2010

coolest place on campus

during the finals season
especially when it is the final finals
i spend much quality time in the coolest place in iiu pj's campus...

with my dearest of course...

but today,
im here alone,
as mimi has gone back.
n tyra is only on her way...

Tuesday, February 9, 2010


y is it that evrytime its my old bestie's bday,
i m just busy n packed up?


on the 7th of february 2010,
my exruumie/bestie, named cik tyra, aka athirah mohd ramly, turned the big twozero.
and where was i?

at midnight?
on my bed,as i sent to her a simple bday note,
unlik the one mimi sent, which was extensively comel
well,it was straight frm my heart nevertheless.

during the day?
i had classes back to back from 9am till 4pm.

but i had my 'girl' pains
at ard 2pm and had to call my form 4 class quit.


now, at 847pm,
on the 8th of february,
the day before my grandma's 8th year annivesary of death,
i got an idea,
i shud have asked my little 9 year old brats to sing fr my bestie last sunday!


im so sry tyra!
im so out of my element nowadays!

by the time this blog wud b posted,
wic most prolly b after my exams,

tyra wud have received her awesome bday presie!


a straight frm the heart presie.
i made for u over the weekend, wait,the day b4 ur bday, b4 i started i studyin fr the day...heheheh

i noe she'd love it.
as i havent given her yet at this moment of time.

to my best friend's boyfriend, en. mohd fauzan.
thank you :)
for occupying my bestie on her big twozero!
thru all the things i had to go thru with u!wic i will not mention.... aish!!!

and for cheering her up on her big day!
next year,
u, me,
we'll arrange something bigger ok popz?
u too!


i have collaged some of the best times we've had together as besties...
right frm the first semester in uia,
back to when u were my AWESOME bunkmate!
back to all the nights we stayed up chattin during taaruf week!
for all those evenings we went to the pasar malam just to gossip abt evrything n ANYThing!.
for all those secrets we used to share...
for all those times i lepak-ed in your room, and needed a shoulder to cry on.
for all those times you were always there for me, and my friends
and the best of all,
for all those names we wud give out to all our frenemies...lolsz....

i would always cherish our times together!

i love u girl!


besties forever hunney...




Friday, February 5, 2010

pepatah melayu memang begitu.

Bertepuk sebelah tangan tak berbunyi.

or so thats how the malays say.
of course, they use that when it comes to love and things associated to people's feelings.
here i want to use it in the context that, in friendship for instance, where friends dont pop out from the blues. it takes two or more to actually spark a relationship.

it takes more than one party to make the effort to any kind relationship a go.

example of tepukan sebelah tangan:
friend 1: hey, i want to be your friend
friend 2: oh yeah? ok.
friend 1: im friend 1
friend 2: oh, im friend 2.
friend 1: im from mars
friend 2: *pause n thinks* oh, erm, im from pluto.
friend 1: *thinks to self= how come im doin all the talkin? :(*
friend 2: *ntn*
*cricket sound*

And the melt down of any relationship doesnt just happen. there are causes too.

*after the crickets were finally chased away~~~*
friend 2: eh, arent we friends?
friend 1: we were?
friend 2: *just looks*
friend 1: *walks away n thinks,"wat a question? it takes two to work"*

manakan daun berkencang jika tiada angin

or so something like that.
whereby things dont just happen like that if there werent a major cause. and referin back to the first line of malay quote, i would like to reinstate how important it is that, in any kind of relationship, it takes MORE than one party to actually make the cut for an actual relationship.


thats something many people think is very important in a relationship.
its like friction u noe,
as much as friction makes ur shoes go all worn out, and makes ur eraser shorter by every rub. we still love friction at its optimal in order to get to places, and erase those flaws.

friend a: ooooooo
friend b: lalalalala
friend a: omg-
friend b: we're like a harmony
*cricket sounds*

*crickets run into each other = sparkspark!*

friend a: i like u
friend b: me too!
friend a: ohmygod :)
friend b: we have chemistry.
friend a: like totally
*chummily friend 1 n friend b walk away in the w quietness, hand in hand*


to my dearest eka, tyra and mimi,

friendship like ours is like hammering a jello to a tree

and thats exact reason y i love u guys to bits!


Thursday, February 4, 2010

life is too scandalous to care

thru all the crap tht has happened these past few days with people and things around me in this last week of cfs,

im always reminded,
no matter what,
no matter how,
and no matter whatever,

my life will always be too scandalous to care about little people,and little things...


Tuesday, February 2, 2010

highlighting the dinner

catch the write up on thursday.
s i m kinda bz atm...hehehe

even without the red carpet.
n even without arriving on time.
n most important of all,
even without a prince in hand.

we arrived,
to our nines.
as the marnaria angels.

marjani,nabilah n i.

majlis berinai


agd stands for annual grand dinner
so much for being grand.

we had a majlis berinai.

it was s very glamorous ceremony.

held with my angels
in the bestest place on earth.

cfs pj..
to be exact.
the jejantas of cfs.
how romantic was tht?


my first pay check.

She works hard for the money
So hard for it honey
She works hard for the money
So you better treat her right

She works hard for the money
So hard for it honey
She works hard for the money
So you better treat her right

Onetta there in the corner stand
And wonders where she is and
It's strange to her
Some people seem to have everything

Nine a.m. on the hour hand
And she's waiting for the bell
And she's looking real pretty
Just wait for her clientele

She works hard for the money
So hard for it honey
She works hard for the money
So you better treat her right

She works hard for the money
So hard for it honey
She works hard for the money
So you better treat her right

Twenty five years have
Come and gone
And she' seen a lot of tears
Of the ones who come in
They really seem to need her there

It's a sacrifice working day to day
For little money just tips for pay
But it's worth it all
Just to hear them say that they care

She works hard for the money
So hard for it honey
She works hard for the money
So you better treat her right

She already knows
She's seen her bad times
She already knows
These are the good times

She'll never sell out
She never will
Not for a dollar bill
She works hard

She works hard for the money
So hard for it honey
She works hard for the money
So you better treat her right

She works hard for the money
So hard for it honey
She works hard for the money
So you better treat her right

She works hard for the money
So hard for it honey
She works hard for the money
So you better treat her right

on the last saturday of january,
as finished my one n half hour class in the masjid...
i had my breakfast with the rest of the teachers...

they were all gettin these small white envelopes frm the committee members...i was like, 'm i not gona get one??'

then finally..

i did.

lying inside was my very first, paycheck. :)