♥ Drama Queen ♥

Thursday, October 28, 2010

this is my front....

in the olden days...
people judge people by their 'cover'...
aka their apparels...

well now....with the evolution of man...
i think the right way to 'judge' another is thru their wallpaper...


so here is mine...

realisation of the 20 yr old..

1. I've come to realize that my hair:
has chgd aft i reached ard form 1/2...but ive come to love it day by day....

2. I've come to realize that when I talk:
i dont exctly like my voice. cos i think i sound funny

4. I've come to realize that all I really need:
is Allah

5. I've come to realize that I've lost:
alot of things.yet,i still m me

6. I've come to realize that I hate it when:
ppl act all 'humble' but actually are the worst selfish ppl on earth,
n so many oth things....hahaha

7. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk:
id b vulnerable...wic is y ill wait til the heaven's wine is presented...

8. I've come to realize that money:
doesn solely make the world go round,but sure is hell alot better w it...:P
as Blair quotes... "whoever says money cant buy happiness,u just dint noe whe to shop!"

9. I've come to realize that when I get old:
i might b alone. ;(

10. I've come to realize that I'll always be:
chubby. huaaaaa....

11. I've come to realize that I have a crush on:
the guy i shud never like.or at least i dont i shud. :|

12. I've come to realize that the last time I cried was:
wen i fought w my bestie.....n wen i tot abt it again...

13. I've come to realize that my cell phone:
isnt all tht important.i CAN live w/out it.

14. I've come to realize that when I wake up in the mornings:
i like to hug my warm pillows n quilt, n look for my phone.(so much fr 'can' live w/out my phone! lolsz)

15. I've come to realize that before I go to sleep at night I:
cover my head.

16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about:
hw i can drill a hole thru my forehead as i hav a throbbing pain on my forehead!

17. I've come to realize that my life:
is just perfect the way it is, no matter how sucky it is at times.

18. I've come to realize that my favorite drink is:
indefinitely,milo n coco n the works...eheheh.

19. I've come to realize that today I will:
b publilshin alot of posts n pictures.despite the tonne of mindmaps ill b making oso...

20. I've come to realize that tonight I will:
sleep with my books as my bantal.

21. I've come to realize that tomorrow I will:
study double as wat i m tday.

22. I've come to realize that I really want to:
achieve my one and only goal.

23. I've come to realize that the person who is most likely to repost this is:
a person hu has time n wants to realize things :P

24. I've come to realize relationships are:
not easy.either friendships or just plain romance.

25. I've come to realize that love:
are of 3 types: cinta jin, cinta syaitan n syurga cinta

26. I've come to realize my best guy friend(s):
is someone i like.

27. I've come to realize my best girl friend(s):
are the best.period.

28. I've come to realize food is:
actually abt the same evrywhe

29: I've come to realize that this summer:
doesn exist.since its summer all yr long. :)

30. I've come to realize heartbreak :
only happens wen u lead on w a guy.

31. I've come to realize that the last person i liked:
will benchmark all my future guys.

32.I've come to realize that my sister(s):
doesnt exist

33. I've come to realize that crying:
is a good way of releasing ur emotions.

34. I've come to realize that death:
is simply passin into the room next door.

35. I've come to realize that if I'm sick:
my mommy takes care of me

36. I've come to realize when I'm bored:
i look for surveys to do. ha-ha

randomly editted...

randomly editted...

quote me lik i wud...

there is a reason y i fill my blog w tonnes of quotes....
bcos i love erm!


n at times,....
i feel tht im a part of the character tht was played then :P

take it positively...
cos iv never meant...n i never mean to hurt neone... :(..

so apologise if it hurts.
please tell me if so.

gossip girl knows my heart well...

gg s1e13

serena:b, im ur best friend. she was shocked i didnt noe
blair: well now u do.
serena:wht i knoe is how u felt wen i left without telling u
blair: is there a reason ur here?
serena: stay. sont let some stupid scandal make u run away. lik it did me, lik it does evryone in our world.
blair: Evrything's horrible. My whole life is falling apart.
serena: so rebuld it. ur a waldorf remember? Ppl dont tell u hu u r. u tell them. stay n fight. ill fight w u.
blair: im so embarassed. im so.
serena: so wht? start over. it can be done. i should know.


truely. i felt as if i was blair...n i wished i had my serena.
but maybe i do......


ill never let another teardrop fall....~~nicole scherzinger~~

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

raya...2010...the new way...

frm left....

ayamas moment!!!

a moment being teacher suria

and the night ended late....


thank u all fr coming to my humble place...


chuck: wth is wrong with u?
serena: right now, first, i need a drink. she called me a prostitute
chuck: and why do u think she did tht?
serena: im not sleeping with patrick, and u of all people noe wat a prostitute does.
chuck: the reason blair attacked u is bcos she misses u. dont tell me after 18yrs, u cant read waldorf's subtext?
serena: i shudn have to! because if thts wats shes feeling, then thts wat she shud tell me. it is time for her to grow up.
chuck: this coming frm a girl who pushed her best friend into a cake.
serena: *pauses*
chuck: look,if u think ur friendship is going to take care by its self? ur not kids anymore. u cant say that u hate each other and make up an hour later at the met steps.
serena: u tell her that.
chuck: im telling u. n u shud b careful. because one day u r going to find urself telling people about blair waldorf, *pauses* the girl who used to be ur best friend.
serena: *sad thinking face*

gg: sometimes its hard to c the lines we've drawn, until we've crossed them. thts wen we rely the ones we love to pull us back. and give us sth to hold on to. then there are the clearly marked lines, the ones tht if u dare cross, u may never find ur way back.

since then till now...

a man once told me....

Sometimes a b.f.f makes you go W.T.F but with out them we'd all be a little less richer in our lifes ...

bt come to think of it again....

it wasnt a man...it was gossip girl.....i ttly agree~~~~

to those above...

i love yall,...

BEST FRIENDS....it isnt a LABEL....its a promise....

my 20th....

this is a prewritten text.
by zemua.
during my leaisure.
months before my 20th.

my20 list for the 2oth.~~the most randomest...

this is a prewritten text.
months b4 mybday,

in no particular order..what i want ....and want to do... :)

1.watch me watch. jamtanganz.you knoe..the charm bracelet watch... hehehe...
2.go bowling with a pair of bowling shoes...hhahahaha
3.hangout on a friday aftnoon w my girls at the karaoke~~~
4.skate my life out and pretend i was a hot ice queen.how ironic. with mimi the bestie hu is THE ice queen...
5.b as childish as i can.not bothering how unserious ppl get me! cos seriously...wats so serious abt being serious???
6.i wan the BIGGEST set of luna colours tht has evry shade of pink...purple...because the haematoxylin & eosin stain is mainly purple and pink...heheh.. :P
7.i also want a BOYFRIEND to cuddle and hug....in a form of a tomkitty named tommy. :) preferably black with white socks. :P
8.have set of chic lit books...im suddenly in the mood for chiclit....
9.sum weird new fashioned tudung tht i think ill never wear..but when given,i m sooo dam*ed obliged to wear....hence,me gettin a reason to wear sth i jz wudn.. noe lik tht syria tudung or idk??hahaha
10.a laptop casing~~~~i mean, i carry my lappie like its my book or sth...poor ting..got scratches oready....
11.ohyeah,a phone.a pink one? hahaha....white???? hahaha...owrite owrite...transparent color??? ewwwwwwww whammy! lolsz...well,im bored of my 1yr phone...a cybershot is nice...aiyoh...handphones are sooo boring la...and no one's gona have enough money to get me one....and im indefinitely xaskin my parents!! huhuhu...
12.a 20 candle lit bday cake...a big one...chocolate...and cheese...and oreo cookie....yumyum...delish!!!!
13.cake fight. :)
14.a date.sniggers.
15.3D moooovie man!
16.20 pairs of shoes...is tht possible?!?! by the 17th of october 2011??? hehehe...at least 1 pair a month!!! or i have to qodho'!!! hehehe....
17.dye my hair!!! :P or at least highlight???with inai...duh...normal dyes are no good...inai is the healthy way to go!!
18.nyonya kebaya!!!i wan one! a scarlet red one. wowh! blazing hot!
19.9een pictures being 9teen hence a countdown to my 20th officially starts on the 17th of September... :) and start collecting 20 pics fr my 20th!! :)
20.cold thermos water bottle.

see that there isnt a surprise party in tht list above??
thts because i dont want one...i noe im gettin one...
so no surprise there...
ive decided,
i want a surprise bday party next year...me...n my besties...thts all...
no one else..
ok,my besties boyfriends are invited...and so is mine ;)

ok,don let me get started planning on next year bday...
this yr's hasnt even finished... ahahah.....