♥ Drama Queen ♥

Thursday, March 24, 2011

takbayar bill

yes u reasd tht right..
since im bz with my big huge monsterous profssional exms

i get two weeks to study evrything i have learnt in one year,
i cant simply be bothered to do these stuff.
not to say i hv no lyf
i stil go to mcds
i stil BR
i still icecream
n i eat,breathe n most important of all,i sleep still.
but yeaah,
imsaving up fr my car.
my wuyieo is seriously hurting my wallet,
it ewats more than me...
very high maintainence.
even tho its supposed to b a boy.

this is a horrendously good week.
im not gona spoil it.
im gona celebrate my baby wuyieo's big 1st month bday on the 26th nnt...
this saturday.
by not plannig to use it.
no la.
by bringing my kids for a ride..hehe
im elated about my results.
in disbelief.

i will talk about all these after my pro exms.
tho i by then,
it will b basi.
n i wud b toooooooooo anxious abt my big big exms...

anat maseh tak dapat balek results...
n my 's'...hu suposedly 'proposed' to me...
he kept talking about spm results..
perahsan tht he took spm last year...
ngeng la...
takkan la budak medik takde SATU A pun??
wat a senior i hv...
correction,he's my age... just in a senior class...

im sooooooo sleepy n tired in this mcd
my third mcd of the day
i need to stop mcd till idk wen..
serious bored of it.

i must be tired of gettin good news!
no la..
im genuinely tired after 5 bloody blood experiments...
wic i only did 3...

lets go random tots:
  • i left my fon in the car...i think...keep misplacing or not feeling it nowadays...hahaha
  • i met katrina on monday with her dad...hehe...
  • mimi's gettin a white horse too! :P a white saga...wahhh...lik the twilight saga oni...
  • eka dropped a boomb onto me..at which i only got to process earlier today after recovering frm 2 days of shock...seriously,she cant keep huggggge stuff to me...very shocking...
  • sum ppl lyk to psycho others....very bad....not good..

thts all.
i may not b bloggin fr awhile...maybe till nxt week.

Saturday, March 12, 2011


today kan
my mom punyer trick utk bangunkan i was not
"jom bfast"
instead it was...
"jom hantar kereta service"

terus i woke up
n eager to go


it was my white horse's first 1000km service
2 weeks old
n he was brought to the service centre fr a free checkup!

now my white horse cn speak
maybe not speak
but can make noise wen i lock n unlock the door
n i put an insulator for the engine
n there were a few other accessories tht excited the guts out of me..
there were these chrome handlers and all

but i guess i hv to save my money to tint the car at the moment
then my mom wants me to stick sum stickers on my car...
so tht she can identify my car from the others..
u noe la..
my white horse has sooooooooooooooo many twins...
my mom still has trouble rmmbering the car..
but i love him nevertheless...

i plan to put up those stuff after my exams nnt...nt sure wic exm..
tapi im gettin more n more obsesed w my car...
there are 3 stains on my car atm...

really small ones
but i can c em
n tht matters!
its annoying!
i spent near 20 mins outside the shah alam library cleaning my car..
after already sending it to the car wash...thts how obsessed i m.
to all those out ther
JANGAN send ur car fr washin at tht angerik mall place!

hu noes any good car wash in shah alam??
i only noe a good one in kelana jaya.
very good service

im so sry
klu dah ade kete puteh
im really2 fussy

so all those hu wants to set up car washes,
beware of owners of white cars!
they either hate their care n not care too much...
they love erm to bits...lik me!


thts all.

*random pict with my kids last week*


Friday, March 11, 2011

screw it la.

1. The phone rings; who do you want it to be?
my bestie. i noe they're the best to lepak n take my mind off

2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
yes. bcos i wudn want sum idiot to leave theirs in the iddle of nowhe..no civic conciousness langsung...i mean,no use have a tripple degree but no common sense...

3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?
saya yakin im a talker. very positive, but lately,since the exm fever of budak budak medik, i have been doubting tht..since i hv been dubbed quiet by some...=.=
xcaya udah

4. Do you take compliments well?
i end up complimenting back the other person

5. Do you play Sudoku?
no. yes,idont lik these mind games...except chess.

6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive?
duhh.. i gedik depan org je. im quite sure klu sorg im not. or i bcome extremely even more gedik...tht ppl definitely cant bear me nemore..not even the insects n wild animals...they must think im nuts hahaha...

7. Do you like to ride horses?
yes! i was born in the year of the horse! so r my besties~ hehe

8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
no. i was a lame kid. nerdy. duk umah.

9. What was your favorite game as a kid?
dressup. n power rangers
yes,i used to b a girly girl..then a boyish boy...

10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you go for it?

11. Have you lied to get out of a date?
yes. lamest mistake
but i guess,it was good,
at least im an angel..lik literally.. lips of an angel n evrything yall! hahahaha

12. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you?

13. Do you like to pursue or be pursued?
tired of pursueing

14. Use three words to describe yourself?
love to drama

15. Do any songs make you cry?

16. Are you continuing your education?
alhamdulillah. mbbs at msu shah alam. 8 km from home.

17. Do you know how to shoot a gun?
no thnk u.

18. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you grabbed?
fon,lappi,wallet. n maybe bantal busuk

19. How often do you read books?
on a daily basis

20. Do you think more about the past, present or future?
i hate the past.
love the future

21. What is your favorite children's book?
wasnt much a reader

22. What color are your eyes?
dark brown.seriously dark

23. How tall are you?

24. Where is your dream house located?
my mom liks shah alam.
i liv bukit jelutong,kg tunku,damansara.

25. Do you have a secret fetish?
its aint no secret once told

26. Have you tried sushi?
yuppa. had a big pig out of sushi on ina bday!

27. Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?
not yet

28. When was the last time you were at Olive Garden?

29. When was the last time you were at Church?
bck in the summer of 01..in italy...it was huge...n dark..n scary...

30. Where was the furthest place you traveled today?
my moms college.23km frm home.

31. What was your favorite job?

32. Do you like mustard?

33. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
i wake up from sleep hungry?
so how ah?

34. Do you look like your mom or dad?
my grandad

35. How long does it take you in the shower?
very kejap.im a boy,u dint noe?

36. Can you do the splits?
tried,bck in yr 6,ripped my fav pair of shorts

37. What movie do you want to see right now?
idk.anytning tht can make me laugh is good

38. If you could fast forward your life, would you?
yes.hu wudnt.
im hating this very exct moment.

39. What did you do for New Year's?
i slept

40. Do you think The Grudge was scary?
dint get to watch it

41. Could you relate to a character in Mean Girls?
hu ah?

42. Do you own a camera phone?
hu doesnt?

43. Do you have an "ex box" with pics and letters from past lovers?
no ex-es

44. Was your mom a cheerleader?
she wasn even in the social scene.
a total geek with a boyfriend

45. What's the last letter of your middle name?

46. Do you like your middle name?
msu ppl callme tht now!

47. How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
depends how many i get

48. Do you like care bears?

49. What do you buy at the movies?

50. Do you know how to play poker?

51. Do you wear your seatbelt?
yes. or not my stupid flicker goes on..annoying la..

52. What do you wear to sleep?
t-shirt n boxer. or pyjamas.
same as my bestie tyra!

53. Anything big ever happen in your hometown?
an orang gila enterd my school wen i was away in the uk.

54. How many meals do you eat a day?
2 meals
brunch n dinner
many snacks
thtts the problem
takle dah next yr (2nd year)

55. Is your tongue pierced?

56. Ever meet anyone you met on myspace?

57. Do you read myspace bulletins?
used to
for the surveys

58. Do you like funny or serious people better?
cos seriously,serious is funny to me.

59. Ever been to L.A.?
los angeles? yes. with mama n nana n achik :)

60. Did you eat a cookie today?
not yet.
wil not

61. Do you use cuss words in other languages?
chicken ayam

62. Do you steal or pay for your music download?
i dont steal
i js get em fr free

63. Do you hate chocolate?
since they hv oo high content of sugar
hav opted fr cookin chocolate.

64. What do you and your parents fight about the most?
bende yg bodoh.

65. Are you a gullible person?
upto u to c it how.

66. Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy?

67. If you could have any job what would it be?
a teacher.
of course,
medicine as my main line

68. Are you easy to get along with?

69. What is your favorite time of day?
after midnite.
very quiet.

thank u

tulang belakang

bila tulang belakang sudah patah
apakah yang akan terjadi?
maka jatuhla
maka paralysis la segala-gala nya

dan begitula
akan terjadi.

its raining.

1. Adakah anda rasa anda hot??
~yes. saya demam

2. Upload gambar wallpaper/pic anda guna sekarang

3. Cerita pasal gambar
~i love my kids

4. Bila kali terakhir makan ayam?
~is a sausage mcmuffin frm mcd's considered?

5. Lagu terakhir yang anda dengar?
~just a dream..the utube version yg bestie eka ku telah dedicate to me.

6. Apa yang anda buat selain mnyelesaikan tag ini?
~ dengar lagu yg telah didedicate oleh eka

7. Selain nama sendiri anda dipanggil apa?
susu cap evryday...cap macm2 la...by kiwa
suri afi...n mcm2 dericatives of my name by shaki
munchkin by my cousins

8. Tag 8 orang
iv.ina sabrina
vi. eshie
vii. bi nabilah

9. Siapakah no.1 anda?
~ mimi marjani...my bestie... :) my long lost sister... as she wud say..hehe

10. Katakan sesuatu tentang no.5?
fathin! the one hu posted this up!
shes sooo friendly...shes sabby's housemate..

11. Orang no.3 berhubungan dengan siapa?
~popsz popo! :P

12. Bagaiamana pula dgn no.4?
~ ina sabrina....my right hand in class!

13. Pesanan untuk no.6 ?
~bile awak balek malaysia on the 4th april nnt...mesti jumpe saya selepas saya habes exm!

14. Kata-kata cinta buat no.2?
~ ana uhubbuki ya ukhti bestie!

15. Adakah no.7 dengan no.8 ada persamaan?
~ both frm uia! my uia frends!

16. Berikan 5 perkara anda tahu tentang no.1?
i can go on n on...
~iv known her since uia....we entered tgthr to uia...then we continued studyin in msu
~idk how i can live without her at times..heheh
~our hormones run after each other...hahah
~i like to drive...she doesn...we're kinda opposites
~shes tall. n skinny. sgt. n suke makan coklat!

17. Persamaan antara kambing dengan lembu?
~ the milk is nice

18. Perasaan ketika menjawap tag ini?
~bored.tryin to destress..n my left hand hurts...

19. Adakah anda tahu Rizman itu sengal?
~ hus tht?

20. Gay or les?
~ no thank u

still my mind is not cleared.
kene cari lg survey


jangan kamu bersedeh
aku tiada kata utk membelai perasaanmu
kutidak terdaya lagi
telingaku semestinya sudi

ku tidak meminta
ku tiada apa utk dikongsi
tetapi cerita tiada yg pernah menatapi
alangkah dahsyatnya jika kamu tahu hikayat dan jalananku yang telah kulalui

pahit getir
jeritan dan tangisan
tiada tandingan

kusendri tidak mahu kembali mengingati kepahitan tersebut
ramai yang telah menanya
tamai telah ingin menatapinya
tak kan ada yang daya.

20th feb 2011
relived on the 3rd of march

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

actually,another 4 la...

im reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaly sleepy

i have gross n hito practicals tmr

lemme quote frm dr israa
"u c tht big huge smile....lets see where it goes tmr"

marjani n i were lik crazzzzzzy bimbos tday
nk kate brain tepu
nk kate stress
nk kate senang

lets just say
we both
can drive each other crazy

as faris says
"u guys are sooo in love with inanimate things,"
wtv he meant
we love each other...hahaha

n tday
as we sat next to each other fr the test
mimi got table 3
n i?
guess la?
iv been stuck to the same number since yday...
number 4
i hated ydays bchem experiment
tho i wont say i hated it...
n i wont say i loved it
i mean
if normal blood glucose was supposed to b 80mg/100ml or sth...
my sample was.........
n it dint strike me as toooooooooo hypoglycemic
my prof was lyk,"afifah....are u sure a person cn live with this amount of glucose?"

my 'hell'
is supposed to end this 19th of april
but i cant say fr certain
bcos supplementary exms are a week b4 my new yr...
aka 4 weeks after my professional exms
aka no holidays

cos i wana 'enjoy' those 5 weeks
not enjoy
i miss kids
i really do miss teaching
i love medicine too
but i miss kids
thts a double 'miss'
i mean,
u wont understand until u realy du b in my shoes
i mean,
thts another double

i mean
i told my kids
those 9teen noisy naughty craaazy standard sixes
tht klu i pass my year acefully
ill belanja them pizza
pizza tu!
bmw la
(burn my wallet)
but hey,a nazar (o was it nazak) is a nazar (nazak) la...
n shaki said
"klu i pass,nnt i belanja semua org nasi ayama,"
next year dpt makan free la namapaknyer!
talking about makan free...
i think i shud not start
im diverting fr the main point

wic were:
n in those 5 weeks
i wana prep my teaching lessons fr the year
go shoppin fr my new year
new year aka 2nd year
bcos next year
LABCOATS to class!
yeah baby!
white coat
white car
white broadband modem
white chair
white study table
satu je left
white knight

fourth year

so next year
i akan menjadi lebih ayu
more kurungs.kebayas.n dresses.

skirts too!

jgn luper
dlm lepas saye melepasi exm pro saya
saya mahu
spend time
org ni


shes an excellent medical student
(all my besties semua pandai2 belaka)
saye nk dating dgn dye puas2 kat imu
boleh tak????

baru kaw dye belajar

she owes me a HUG!
squishy one!

budakbudak medik sakan berperiksa

Thursday, March 3, 2011

budak medik suker exam

7th of march till sumtinsumtin april
mark tht dates
u noe y?

budakbudak medik nak exam!

yes peeps!
my batch n i are goin to hv our 3rd test of the year!
the biggg pro exams is lik
all we hav learnt,
but in 2 papers = 6 exams
very good ah?

writer will b on hiatus.
1. bored to death
2. too itchy i cant resist the keybod
3. a toooo hot gossip
4.or too sad nk nanges selautan.
comes up,
then only will i blog.

ya Allah ya tuhanku,jauhkan aku
license to heal.